My Rut Deepens
Trust me, this has nothing to do with the coronavirus. I think if it did, solving it would be simple. Everyone is blue these days, but my blue seems to be changing colors. Fuck, no! I'm not turning red! Except when I get mad and then I turn a nice bright shade of red. I just have something I need to work through and process. I'm attempting to write about it, but it's difficult. So far what I've written makes absolutely no sense. I'm sad and I don't do sad very well. I never have. Sad usually gets me in trouble. Imagine that! Mildred in trouble??? Help! Lassie go get a rope! Mildred has fallen in a well...
what up, girl? we be here for you!
ReplyDeleteI'm waiting for the day I don't have anything to work through and process. But come to think about it, I can wait. Because that will be the day when it's ALL over.
ReplyDeleteI hear you.
ReplyDeleteI am in a state of overwhelmedness (and if that isn't a word it should be).
Overwhelmed, sad, and not seeing any light in the proverbial tunnel.
If you find a way forward let us know. And, in the interim, hugs.
Well i hope mu email brighten your day?!?
ReplyDeleteIf you find the remedy send it my way please!
ReplyDeleteTake care of Mildred. :-)
Just popping in to say I hope you feel better soon! I know what a bitch depression can be. Hugs.
ReplyDeleteSending you a big hug, Mildred! I hope that bitch Lassie does her job.
ReplyDeleteAs usual, we share our lady cycles. In a dark place at the moment. Hopefully, it will pass. Get better, Mildred. You're a beacon of light for many, myself included. And don't make me resort to dickpics.
ReplyDeleteLove, Jnuts
https://youtu.be/oWMBhlhAdGI
Will not give up, will not give up, will not give up. Love, cat.
ReplyDeleteOh my, I am so sorry to read this. These are horrible times and other problems still come up. I hope you can come to a resolution. Cat’s comment is perfect and one many of us use as our mantra.
ReplyDeleteSorry to hear about the blue spell, Mildred. I have experienced many over the years and they are not fun. Hope you get out of your rut soon. Take care.
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